Monday, May 17, 2010

Losing Control

I have an injury to both knees that is slowly causing me to lose my mobility. It is such a frightening experience. I find myself feeling terrified when I see steps, or a steep hill. My knees are popping so loud my co-workers take cover. They say it sounds like gun shots.

The insurance company has dropped me. I was taking a shot of chicken cartilege that actually offset a lot of the pain and discomfort. The doctor would rather cut on me and the insurance company would rather see me cut than to use preventive measures.

I'm frustrated and feel cheated because I am trying to take care of myself without going under the knife.

I feel as though I'm losing control.

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