I have done all I can in regards to trying to reach my husband. Even after all he's done, I still went and tried to help him out, but he couldn't allow it. His evil spirit has caused him to lose any opportunity to ever reconcile with me. I would rather be alone and lonely than to spend another second of my time with him.
He often bemoans, "I never catch a break." Little does he realize it is because he never gives one. He is extremely hard on everyone around him even though his life is a complete mess.
I don't even miss what we had that was good anymore. I am glad to be completely out of his life. Too much work for no reward at all. He will make it.