The clarity, the peace, the knowledge, the self-love. All of this I have received since I accepted God's will for my life. My job, my business, my desires, are all in line with God's purpose for my life.
I wouldn't change anything that has led to the peace and self-love I feel at this very moment. There are people whose sole purpose is to try to make you feel bad about yourself. They want to try to steal your joy, keep you from reaping the benefits of living a life pleasing to God.
I wouldn't change a thing and I wll continue to do what I believe is right and in the best of interest of myself and others.