As tortured and as painful as my marriage has been, staying has made me zealous believer in the beauty of marriage. It has been six months since my husband has messed up any money. I couldn't hold back; I asked, "What has changed, you don't go to the boat any more?"
"I don't have any money," he replied.
He has the same amount he always has. Something has changed in him, for the better. He readily admitted, "OH, I've thought about, now."
But he didn't go.
I'm still waiting on David.