I miss having a husband to love and care for and I am not ashamed to say it. Even though I have no desire to have the husband I had, back, I do miss having someone to love. There is no replacement for it.
I do all I can to be positive, but I have caught myself getting weepy and feeling as though I am not getting my needs met. My husband met some of my needs, no matter how small. Now, there is nothing and no one.
I know time heals all wounds and that it truly is just a matter of time, yet I still feel as though I've gone without for long enough. I want someone who is truly for me.
I am not afraid, or ashamed to love.